Well tonight is the last night that Shawna and the boys are living here. Its kinda bitter sweet. I will miss there company. I am glad that she is getting her own place. I hope the very best for her of cource. With or without David. God knows her needs and I always pray for her and her family. I have v=cerntainly felt like 2nd mama to the boys. I hope that they will always have a special bond with there Nanadee. I am sure I will still see them alot. Especially to babysit. I would like to be able to get with her and the boys. We'll see how things go. I am sure its gonna depend on whether or not David is around. Its sad that it is that way. But I am not fooling myself. I know what the deal is. I know that they need there time, but I also know how important it is to do things apart from each other too. You get suficated when you are together all the time.
:( Tom my boss lost his 28 year old son the first week of April. Drug overdose. It has been very sad. He left his son that is only 9yrs old. Tom has been battling trying to get custody of his Grandson ever since his son Tye died. The mother is a drug addict and Tom have proved that but the system is more for children to be with there mother no matter what. It would be ok if the mother would get her stuff together. I am sure she has put really ugly thoughts in Cole's mind. Anyway, Tom came in today and basicly told us all that he is throwing in the towel. Him and his wifew Jana have had it. They are tired of the fight and really have not given themselves time to grieve for Tye. It is really sad. I pray for all involve to find peace and closure. I hope that Stacey will realize that it is important to Cole to see them and have his Grandparents in his life. I know that God sees all things and I pray for Gods grace in there lifes. It has been a very hard thing to be a part of and see all the hurt. You really do not even know what to say. So I pray!
Matt went fishing with some old buddies of his today. I hope that he had a good time. He does not have many friends and needs the out. It seems all he does most of the time is work work work. I hope that we can get closer now. It is hard to have time for our marriage with the kiddos here. Even tho we love them dearly we have to get time for ourselves. I hope that we can spark upthe fire in our relationship. I do love him very much.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
2 comments:
I know not having Shawna and the boys there is going to be hard but I do pray that it will bring you and Matt closer together. You two really do need each other. I wish nothing but the best for Shawna and for Tom and Jana for that matter. They are in my prayers. Such a sad situation.
P.S. When are you going to start showing off your cards on here? :)
Post a Comment