Friday an hour before I got off work I recieved a call from a big acct that I have been working on. He wants to buy it. It's like a 21,000 dollar acct. That made me feel really good. I work hard at my job and it is nice sometimes to get recognition for my hard work. I really try hard in my life in general to do the best that I can. Thank the Lord for his grace in my life.
Then Teena called and wanted me to take her and try and find something for her to ware to David's wedding. I reall felt like just going home but I said yes. I love my sister and we do not get together very often just the 2 of us. It wound up being a really good night. I found a nice top and a pretty dress for 22 bucks. Teena found hers in that same place. Then Teena offered to buy my dinner. That really surprised me cause that is really rare.
Saturday I worked on my blue room. Its my new room for crafting, stamping and creating. My room. I cannot decide which of the rooms I want to totally make mine. I like the other one cause I can see more of the house from there. Matt wants to keep that one for whatever reason. I guess I will wait until he paints the other room. I guess I should give him his choice since technicly I have the master bedroom and this other room. :) oh well he put me there. Anyway back to my blue room. I love have this space and place. I did get in there and put together a few cards. Then I babysat for Christi and Juanita. I am the babysitter. Dylan would not go to sleep. I would try and lay him down and all he would do is cry. I tried laying him right by me on the couch and he just did not want to go to sleep. When they first got here Eric & Brandon were rough housing and Eric bumped his head on the fireplace. So I had to lay the law down and get them settled down. I guess they were just hyped up from David's wedding (my ex). I was invited to go but I think that is just weird. Plus I did not want to put any damper on Darcy's wedding. I would not want that. I did not want to be sitting there thinking about the what ifs and what was. I don't know its just weird. Its not that I love or want him, its hard to put in words. The Lord knows what is in my heart. Its all in his hands.
I really hope that Christi or Shawna never have to go through what I have lived through. It is really hard to know your place and where you belong. I is an awefull feeling. The family is broken and extended at the same time. Really weird.
I hope and pray for a good week. I already feel tired already.
I pray for grace, peace and rest for all of my family and friends.
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I wish you wouldn't think of yourself as just a babysitter. Shawna, Juanita, and me are trying to plan a night when the girls can get out and party and you will be the guest of honor. We all love you so much and appreciate everything you do for us. And Eric could not stop talking about going over to Nana's and how much fun he had. I'm just glad that you got to spend some time with my boys. I want them to be close to you like J&P are ya know? Love you!!!
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